Faded-Doll

*sighs*....I should be happy, Die did the proposal yesterday and of course I said yes....but today Im very sad. Not because of the proposal! But about.....hide.... For those who dont know, Hideto Matsumoto was a famous japanese rock guitarist for the band X-Japan. hide was one of the first jrockers I ever idolized. When I heard about his suicide, I cried, endlessly...and still do when I think about him. He died May 2, 1998 at the age of 33, far to young.....it was said to be a suicide but I find that hard to believe, hide wasn't the type. When he was young he lived in America and while there he noticed the band Kiss and got inspired by them.

OMG! Today was....was...just awesome! Ok so I was at school and I was totally stressed because of school and christmas rush so I was pretty much sad throughout school. Well this morning when I got to school I over heard Die and our friend talking about 'something' I couldnt really hear. Then my friend said that Die had a surprise for me and of course I wanted to know so I bugged her all day about it but she refused to tell me. Well me being the person I am thought it was something bad so in 4th block I was pretty much crying and Die looked really worried. I ran to the bathroom to get away from everyone in class (It was my Art 3 class) and D

Sorry for not being around lately guys, I've been sick ; _ ; and still am.... Im praying that DoD will start accepting Paypal e-checks soon so I can get a Lahoo T - T I have enough money to get him, just no way to. I got Kiatou by wire transfer but that cost an extra $60! I ended up paying a total of $487.72 for him....which dont get me wrong, I love Kiatou to death, it's just that...thats alot for a MSD thats not limited... Tokia cost less than half that and Kawashi cost $300.  *sighs* Oh well... I guess if nothing else I'll get one of the other boys in my wishlist... +++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My boys On the way : EB-mini F Next buy :